Wednesday is officially my last day of school and I am more than happy about that. I never thought that ending this semester was going to feel this good. I know that things are never perfect, but this whole semester was just unreasonably bad. I was not happy, I was unable to find balance, I'd find myself crying some nights because of the way I felt about things which is something I do not do unless I am extremely upset, and I just felt like I was in this gray area for the past three months constantly hoping that things would get better, but they never did. I have never felt that way before and it was so out of character for me. Looking back, I'm glad I got to have this experience. Even though it was a struggle and left me feeling broken at times, I learned a lot and grew from it. I am so happy this time in my life is about to come to a close. I have a better perspective on things and feel so much better. I'm putting this experience behind me and am just looking forward to break and then starting the spring semester new and fresh. I am going to do my best to stay positive and just keep moving forward. I have high hopes for the next year and next semester so God willing, everything will work out. If things don't improve and I find myself feeling the same way I did this semester, then I am definitely going back to Bloomfield. Honestly, at this point I think I will be returning to Bloomfield next year, but we will see. With the way things work out for me sometimes, I can never be sure of where I am going to end up until I am there. I know things will never be perfect and I don't expect that, but these are my college years and I expect them to be great.